more signs -- t.v. shows and people bringing up Mexico

More signs. It looks like it will happen in the next six months, maybe even end of this year or by March 2010.

I've had images that I'm going to be traveling. Later this year. I need to get the hell out of the situation I've put myself in. I only have myself to blame. No more looking to love to conquer and solve all.

Need to move on. Desperately. And usually that means making bad decisions. So I tread carefully and look for a gig. Yes, an office gig. I have no other avenues at this point and I've treaded water far too long.

Something has got to give and hopefully it won't be me.

Found a job working as a photographer's assistant

And I'm looking forward to it. I will do two days a week, just to get some experience and learn things from the ground-up, so to speak. It's something to learn and do while I figure out what my next job move is going to be. I wonder if this person is connected to anything, but it's commercial work, and it's a place to start. It's not the arty-farty branch, which is where it's hit or miss to make money let alone get notoriety.

But it's a step in the right direction. Something to keep the mind going and focus.